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Thanks to Sarah @ Sarah's Books.com, for the following review:

What to Look for in Winter: A Memoir in Blindness

by

Candia Mc William

I would as a reader generally shy away from reading memoirs and biographies as even the most interesting stories are so heavily grounded in narrative they become disengaging. Candia McWilliams memoir What to Look for in Winter is movingly different. She sets the narrative of her suffering at the loss of her sight against the often tragic but beguiling story of her life producing a well paced and plotted memoir.

Mc Williams was judging the Booker Prize in 2006 when she first began to lose her sight and when we meet her in the book she is Cambridge educated, part of the English aristocracy, has been married twice once to an Earl and emerged out of these relationships with three children and a wicked drink problem.

I believe in person there is an other worldliness quality about McWilliams and a striking beauty, the same can be said about her writing. Her memoir has a detached tone when describing her experiences which mirrors McWilliams own withdrawal from the world. Throughout her life she gains and loses many things; husbands,homes,health,self respect....she probes each experience with her beautiful literary eye pulling together the sense of her life with the aid of a Cambridge inspired vocabulary. Her strong sense of self is paraded out through confident prose and language, meaning becomes jewelled in language.  In one particularly beautiful scene McWilliams daughter asks her why she likes the royal family and her explanation encapsulates the ideology of the royal family with a very clever perspective.

Her experiences at times are physical (the loss and re-gain of her sight, horrific battles with alcohol), at times they are heavily emotional self-destructive, ugly,romantic poignant but the eye with which McWilliams looks at her own life is so probing that all these experiences and battles with herself are beautiful because they are self aware.

It is with deep self-awareness this memoir is written and thats what sets it apart from the others. That and the extraordinary life McWilliams has so far led. One reviewer of Mc Williams describes her like"a northern princess gazing out of a cold castle onto icicles and pale eyed wolves" and this is truly apt.

Sarah
Sarah's Books.com